yesterday was probably the first day i've ever had when i was not motivated to work. it was scary because i've always told people that i loved my job, and i did - until yesterday. things were just not going well. projects were being delayed, customers were complaining, and i just did not know how to fix anything. worse, i didn't even care. maybe it's because it was a monday? maybe it's because i was really tired? maybe i just hit the point where i wasn't having fun anymore?

it has been a little over six months since i started fulltime. i became a lot more depressed when aileen told me, "my job was okay for the first six months too!"

but don't worry. today was a good day. i still love my job.