lately, there has been this huge increase of blogs within the kcpc community. although several of them are defunct, and have been for at least the past month or so, the rest of them tend to write about their christian lives and how they are struggling, why god is so great, etc., and i realized that it bothers me. the fact they are able to share and open up their inner struggles is not the part i am bothered by, but the fact that i am not so interested bothers me. i skim through the blog and look for words like "god" or "christ saves" or other terms used to signal a christian testimony, and end up just skipping it. i just don't really want to bother reading it because i think it's boring. i guess i want to read 'the good stuff' and the 'funny blogs.' shouldn't i care more than anything about the well-being of my fellow christians and write to encourage? i should. and i have written to people before telling them to keep their head up or whatever, but of course, i get no replies or any other response of some sort - and get a little discouraged. another reason is, i'm just not that close to them. i don't want to mention names, but i haven't really talked to several people since college. but regardless, it's not an excuse. in any case, i'm not really sure whether or not it's a sin not to read other people's struggles, but i'm sure it's a sin not to care. the other thing i can conclude is that it just exposes our sinfulness and depravity within.