yesterday was my last day of school, but there still isn't that feeling of peace and joy and jubilee that has been instilled in me that has been aching for this moment. no more studying. no more late nites ant the library. no more stressing about things that i don't really care about. no more.

at least i hope.

i feel like i might have failed a class, which really makes me feel horrible because the whole semester long my parents have urged me to finish strong and do well in school. i might have totally let them down. and so i feel fear, rather than joy. what if i have to take summer school? argh.

so yeah, i'm going to keep this short because i feel like playing right now.